My Angel.

3 years ago today I held the most perfect, precious and beautiful angel in the world. Chloe Faith was given and taken from us way too soon. We feel very blessed to be her parents, even if it was only for a few moments here on earth. We wait for the day that we get to hold you again. Chloe you have brought so much strength to our family. Mommy is a stronger more patient, more loving person than before. I hate that the reason I am is because I had to loose you to show me what I can do and become. I want you to know that I have helped so many other moms out there, and have met some of the greatest people all because of you. Would I give it all back to have you. ABSOLUTELY. But thank you for showing me a "new" me. I don't think that 3 years ago I would have never thought that I could see anything positive out of loosing you, but I sit here today and I can smile, I can laugh, and I still cry but I know that you would want me to, and not want me to miss out on watching your sisters and brother grow, so for you I will keep on going on. I only wish I had one more minute with you. I know you will and have blessed our family far beyond imagining, so go play baby girl and save us a spot.

My Tinkerbell.

Here are some pictures of Madalyn's last 2 dance performances. One was at a Retirement home and the other was her big recital at a school. She is above the orange cone.

Waiving above the green cone.

Madalyn and Miss Ashley

Madalyn and 2 of her bestest friends. Camdyn and Annistyn

Pictures of gavin's surgery.

I wanted to post these pics of right after Gavin's surgery. He had a tube that was sewn into his ear so it could continue to drain.

Family Pictures.

Well here is our attempt at our Family pictures. I think my hubby did a great job and we were lucky that the kids cooperated for the most part.

3 months, 3 weeks, 3 days.

I just noticed that Gavin is 3 months, 3 weeks, and 3 days old. So I decided I would post about it. I think that 3 might be another lucky number to us. Let's see 3 months, 3 weeks and 3 days. I am typing this and my computer time says 11:03. He was born in the 3rd month and he was 3lbs 8 oz. Sorry it was weird, it was all running through my head. Just thought of something else, Chloe's 3rd birthday is Tuesday the 21st. 2+1=3. Weird, sorry I know. And I'm finishing this post at 11:13.

Update.

I took Gavin down on Wed for his Immunology appointment and the Dr. that saw him did an exam on him and then asked a ton of past medical history questions. Finding out the Lupus played a part in my grandpa's death and that my aunt was diagnosed a few years ago with it, he is wanting to run some test, tests he says he would not normally run on a baby but given his past few months and what he had already had to go through they are going to run them. So we headed over to the Lab at Primary's for the blood work. Little dude did so good, he did not cry at all, so either the lady was squeezing his hand so tight he could not feel the poke or he was like been there, done that, just get it over with. We should hear back in about a week with the results and all we can do is hope and pray that everything comes back normal. I think that the Dr. does not feel that it is Lupus but it is an immune deficiency disorder so he is testing for it and things that could be linked to it. He has PT scheduled for the 27th of this month so hopefully we can get his head issues in line. My poor little guy, i love him so much, What more???

Random pictures of the girls.

Olivia fell asleep in Gavin's swing

I love my Madalyn

Olivia with sissy's Tutu on her head.

Olivia was wearing Madalyn's leotard.

EEEZZZ!!(cheese)

Madalyn wanted to do Mommy's hair, so here is the end results. Diva or what??!!

Doing my hair in a Tinkerbell outfit.

Whoot whoot!! Hollar! Good thing we ran out of hair clips.

Pics of Gavin.

Here are some new pictures of Gavin.

He is finally getting some "Chunk" on him

Just out of the bath

Oh, me sad boy!!

Love him.

Boutique.

My friend is having a HUGE craft boutique this weekend with tons a cute things. So please check it out if your in the area.
Saturday July 18th
9:00am-7:00pm
4660 w. 3450 s.
West Haven
Head north on 4700 w towards Fremont High school and you won't miss it.

Lagoon

Madalyn got her face painted like a princess.We went to Lagoon last Tuesday with some family and friends for Harmons. We usually only go once a year and it's a bit cheaper and harmons does lot of free and fun things for the kids to do. Daddy and I decided to get a sitter for the younger ones and just have a fum day with Madalyn. I think it was better because it was really hot and we did not have to push a stroller around and stop every 10 min to change a diaper or make a bottle. So thanks Madalyn for a fun day.

Kissing mommy on the carousel.

Madalyn and Parker(nephew)

Daddy on the swings.