Chloe's 5th Heavenly birthday!

Happy 5th birthday to my angel Chloe. We miss you and love you more than ever. 5 years is hard, I'm imagining you starting school this year and that will be hard. I wish every day we had more time with you. Watch over us! Love you baby girl.

Family reunion!

Gav and bb H in the background.

Olivia

Canoeing

My bro taking my mom out!

My nephew C

My sis, her hubby and my cuz, heading out on the wave runner!

My brother, his wife and son

Burying T

Gav

Madalyn did Chloe's name in the sand.

Me, Madalyn and K

Stupid FB

Makes me not think I should have to update my blog anymore. So sorry to any followers I still had! A lot had happened in the past few months. Let's see.
April was my dad' s and father-in-law's birthdays.
May was a busy and sad month. We had mine, my mom's, my sister, s-i-l, and b-i-l's birthdays and Mother's day. I lost a dear client of mine and good friends of our lost their little boy Carter. Carter was Gavin's little buddy, although they never really meet(due to being in the hospital) his mom and I always talked about how they were hospital buddy's. He was born 2 days after G, and was born with numerous complications and on May 30th was taken by angels to heaven. So now he is Chloe's buddy too!!
June was okay. Madalyn finished K and is now moving on to 1st grade. She will be in a split 1st/2nd grade class. She also celebrated her 6th birthday on the 29th. My sister gave birth to a baby girl "H" on the 2nd. She is beautiful and looks just like her daddy.
July was busy with a family reunion, 4th celebrations and my Dad and "bonus" mom Deb visiting from Saudi. My dad had to have 2 surgeries and is recovering well form them. And of course we celebrated my Chloe's 4th Angel day. This birthday has been a little harder, not sure why and not that the others have not been. We went to the cemetery, had cupcakes, read a book, shared memories and laughed and cried. Thank you to all the family and friends who were there with us. Thank you for loving her as much as we do.
Now on to August, oh it just started, Yeah, I feel a little caught up! Well we have the "wedding of the century" happening on the 9th. My brother and his gf of like what 7 years are finally getting married, we are all so thrilled and have been waiting for this for a long time. Ash has always been considered family, but now it will be official. Congrats, love you guys. School will start at the end of the month, yeah! I think M is sick of me. I am not fun anymore.
Ok so i hope i caught you up a little and will probably remember more after I post this but oh well. I will see what updated pics I have to.

My Cute Random Kids...

My Princess girls!

Big G

Sassy-frass!!

Chunky-monkey boy!

Cute girls.

G, looking at me.(madalyn's telling me what to write)

My sister is finally a MOM!!

My older sister Saralyn has her first baby, Baby C was born on January 20th. He is darling and growing so fast. We love him.

Happy Birthday to my Boy!!

On the 25th of March I gave birth to this stinker! My life would not have been complete with out this handsome little boy. I truly can't believe it has been a year since you came so fast into this world. I love you with all my heart. I was so scared to have come so close to losing you. We are both blessed that we had the staff there to help save our lives. I could never have imagined having a boy, but BOY do I love it!!

G with his sisters.

Love this one!

Pics with Mommy and Daddy.

Right after you were born.

Mommy waking up in ICU at the U.

Being life-flighted to the U, to bad we did not make it.(the first time)

Mommy's first time seeing and holding you.

Happy Birthday to you, all of you!

Little bro. Adam turned 25, I think!! Today.

P turned 5!! 02/07

Baby Brother Kent with baby J, 7 years ago. Turned 18!! 02/25

The best mother-in-law in the WHOLE world. I won't say what you turned!! On Thursday.
Happy Birthday to you all, I love ya.

I'm so sorry...

To my one faithful reader, whomever you are!!! I promise to update more soon. O is in the hospital with her 3rd round of RSV, G is sick but hopefully not getting RSV, that will not be good for him. M is doing good, thanks goodness!! We have been crazy with lots of things this past 2 months, lots of being sick, a new cousin, a sick mom, a few birthday's and lots of fun too. I did find my memory card reader but then lost my memory card, oh am I doing good. I believe i found everything but have just not found the time to load them on here. So i'm sorry I will soon, I promise.

WOW.......

Has it really been this long since I updated, so sorry. A lot has gone on this past month so I will touch on a few things to catch the one person who reads my blog up to date, :). First off I can't find the card reader so there will be no pictures until I find it, just a long boring post. So my Dad and step mom were here visiting from Saudi Arabia for Christmas, so good to see them! After Livi's b-day Chris and I went to the Christmas box angel to a wonderful ceremony that is for people who have lost children, we have gone every year except for 2 years ago when I had Livi. We love going to anything that allows us to remember Chloe. Gavin had his helmet appointment around the first of Dec. and it was decided that there was not much improvement to we would go another month, well we had that month appointment last week and there still was not much improvement and his Dr. said this might be as good as we can get considering he started extremely severe, but he does think that with more time with it off during the day this will allow him to start learning to roll over so he said he would only have to wear it at night for another month. This is huge and we are okay with this because we have seen a big improvement so far.
We had a great Christmas, it came and went so fast. The kids got spoiled this year even though we did cut back A LOT. We had a big surprise on Christmas, my brother and sister-in-law finally set a wedding date, 08-09-10, we are so excited for it to finally be official, even though it has always felt like it was. Congrats you guys, we are so happy.
My sister and her hubby found out that they are expecting a girl, 2 boys, 2 girls, How perfect!! She will be here in the summer.
My other sister is due in a few weeks with her first little boy, we had her shower last Saturday, I think it went well and she was able to get a lot of things she was needing. I am so happy for her to finally become a mom. She has watched her two younger sister and a brother all become parents, now it's her turn. I know she is super scared to have a baby given that she hates hospitals and needles, but I know she will surprise herself and everyone else for that matter and focus through all that pain on the end result, it's totally worth it. Having lost Chloe and all that I went through having her and feeling like all that work was for nothing, all that pain and tears just so I could go home empty handed. Being pregnant is not always fun, no sleep, killer heartburn, can't breathe, nothing fits, bathroom breaks every 10 min, and delivery is not much better, but believe me I would wish it all back just to hold my baby one more time. Sorry, I just miss her.
I will post picture soon of all our fun adventures this past month as soon as I find that reader.

Happy Birthday Livi

Oh Liv, you bring a smile to my face just when I thought I could smile no more. You are a blessing to our family. We have enjoyed having you for the past 2 years and look forward to the next 100 years watching you grow. You make us laugh all the time. I can't imagine our lives without you. We love you so much. Happy 2nd birthday baby girl!!!!

I know, I know....

I need to update the blog but I have a sick boy right now so I probably have the time just not a priority. G is doing better, just trying to keep him from being put in the hospital with RSV or Phuemonia. I don't think I have a lot to update, maybe a few pics over the last weeks so I promise I will update soon.

Halloween 2009

G was a monkey, but the banana hat would not fit over his helmet.

Helping G do his hand prints and foot prints.

My Beautiful Tinkerbell

M getting ready for her school program. She did so good and sang a ton of Halloween songs.

She's in the back.

And again

Class pictures with her friends and her teacher.

Oh I Love her!! Her and her sexy purple boots!!

O was a carebear.

We went and visited our uncle at the trout farm, caught some fish, went on a corn maze and got some pumpkins.

On our way to a Halloween party, Boy are the girls excited for this!!!

Here are all the kiddos painting pumpkins at Grandmas.